Stress Tahap Naga

"Tiada kesedihan untuk sebuah cinta kerana cinta sejati itu akan membahagiakanmu"

"..........."

banyak perkara sedang berlegar dalam kepala sekarang. Mana kan nak study dan prepare untuk CDE. manakan nak fikir tentang patient yang aku terdiagnose sebagai Bell's Palsy. manakan nak fikir tentang pengurusan wang. manakan nak fikir tentang kesihatan diri. manakan nak layan suara hati. dan macam-macam lagi Quarter Life Crisis.

hati diruntun sayu apabila seorang kawan lama tiba-tiba sms semata-mata untuk bertanyakan khabar. dah lama tak borak dan bertukar cerita semenjak dia mengaku mengganti status secara senyap. Sedikit sebanyak aku lega mendengar keadaan die baik2 saja. Semoga dia berbahagia.

I'm trying to keep myself occupied lately. Sejak dua menjak ini, jantung sering palpitating tanpa memberi warning terlebih dahulu. Ini tidak normal and i am working very hard on it. 

Hati, tolong jangan buat sy mcm ni. Letihlah..

Apa-apa pun, aku tetap cuba untuk panjatkan syukur dengan setiap pemberian dan rahmat dari Allah. Alhamdulillah. Aku percaya ini semua yang terbaik buatku. 

" Memang sungguh sangat menyakitkan jika seseorang sampai memenjarakan dirinya sendiri, kemudian merasa sangat menderita dan banyak menderita kerugian, sementara die sendiri tidak sedar bahawa selama ini dia telah memenjarakan dirinya sendiri! "

Esok dah Monday. So hello Pontian! 4 more months to go. More than half way lagi. Haruslah yakin dengan kebolehan diri. InsyaAllah.

Down Under

Please please pleaseee harga tiket jgn naekk..pleaseee.

2 hari je. 2 dayss!

huaarggh!

stress bile org2 laen tak memberi respond. i mean,, at the same time,, semorg tak merespond kepada text, phone calls, yms,, stress nye stress nye!!!

ok nk buang laptop ng hp dlm air skrg. (literally)

grrr..

blurghh!

i can easily put a smile on my face.

deep down, i declare myself as being depressed.

yes, i'm depressed.

satisfied much??

What is going on?

Hye people,
have u seen that latest iklan about a sinetron yg tak lame lagi akan ditayangkan tu?
Manohara~~

eyh, tak mcm sengal dan stupid ke die siap melakonkan adegan die kne seksa ng suami die?? tak malu ke? i still dont get it. sy belum boleh menyelami hati dan pemikiran warga Indonesia ni. Saye tak paham lah, dan tak paham sgt. taktau nk ckp cmne, tp saye tak phm kenapa manohara mesti buat mcm tu. how could she agree to do something tremendously stupid and idiotic? where is her dignity? the least she should do is shut herself up from the media, not throwing tantrums all over this country about how baaaaad the prince treated her throughout their marriage. it's something too personal, but she just dont get it. and what's with the sinetron again??i sincerely think that she's too naive and i pity her to have loosen her mind at such a young age.

WHY DO I DISLIKE WATCHING TV AT HOME (home in surabaya)

1. i didnt subscribe to astro or any cable tv. local channels are just full of gossips. they dont even have that primetime news like we do. ok, ade la maybe kt metro-tv, but obviously they fuss more about their celebrities rather than trying to help their needy citizens.ok, i think i need to puke.
2. bangun pagi, bukak tv, gossip lg, silet lg, gossip lg, gossip lg. adoi.byk betul lah gossip. b4 tdo pn, gossip lg, gossip lg..adoi..mane la tak maju2 kn??cube la tuka segmen2 gossip tu kepada something more informative like some sort of national geographic yg local pnye ke ape ke. dari kau duduk mengumpat artis sane sini duduk repeat the same stuffs every day. tak ke mcm membazir karen?
3. they have 'big movies' almost every night on trans-tv or global-tv. ok, this is when my eyes are glued to the tv.but not every night. some movies are just too boring.
4. i love saturday and sundays. y? bcoz there's oprah on metro-tv before noon. watching oprah just makes me feel more like home. i get that homie vibe when i watch it. and rachel ray's show also. and sometimes, i do watch spongebob squarepants.

i spent most of my time, in my room, watching tv series from my laptop. u see, my room is my home. and my home is in JB, (tetbe je) my room feels so much like home because it's soo isolated, i feel like i'm not in this country.

my point is, semoga presiden yg baru ini akan lebih baik, jauh lebih baik dari pemerintahan sebelumnya..and i can see that Mr SBY is currently doing quite a good job in handling this country. to their citizens, please dont be too sucked in by other people's problems, and please, dont get too emotional and stressed about it, and dont u ever come to me and ask this particular bloody question again.

"kenapa ya orang Malaysia itu suka seksa orang Indonesia??"

aku tak penah seksa rakyat engkau, jgn kau pk semua org Malaysia tu jahat. maybe ade yg mendera maid mereka, tp takkan la die suke2 nk dera?? kalau mmg suke2 nk dera tu maksudnye kne jmpe psychiatrist la kn? n of course tu seme bkn masalah ngkau, n bukan juga masalah aku. so just get ur nose out of it!

lastly, lu pikir la sendiri!

1 thing~

i just have one important thing to say

"kaya' nya pasien Inlay ku kabur deh!"

i've said it. ape kne buat? carik patient lagi!! huaaa!!!!

not one of my fav activity.

patient hunting.

letih!

byk duit abes.

duit kluwa mcm air terjun..

lajuuu semacam.

smlm saye withdraw 700k rp.

pastu saye membuat perhitungan, agak2 cukup tak sampai akhir bulan??

• calyper baru cost me 65k rp
• a box of gloves 37k rp (mintak potong 2k pn takmo bagi.sabo je)
• mask tak bli lg. sekotak agaknye around 40k
• kne hantar model2 skripsi utk pasang base and trimming, satu model cost me 15k. smue skali ade 33 model yg blom trim. 15 kali 33 brape aisyah??? adoi!
• satu hari mkn dlm 15k. tp ade je hari tanpa makan.ahahaha~

ade 13 hr lagi atau 2minggu lg utk sampai akhir bulan..

adoiii..

tu belum kire bil letrek ng air bln nih.

adooiiii!!!

nk pengsan la mcm nih

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrkkkk