I totally lost it

Have i ever told you that i got a parker pen from a friend for my last birthday? It has my name carved on it and it was also a suprise from him.

Well 'him' used to be my bestfriend and we drifted apart for some stupid reason.

The point of me saying this here, is because i'm such a chicken to tell u upfront and as for the truth on why i have been silent all these while is because i didnt get the stuffs you asked from me. I tried, but the store just ran out of stock. I apologize for that.

To be honest, i am running away from you. I have to say that i didnt tried my best cause i was sick back then. And i am tired to befriended u. There's too much drama! I feel overwhelmed by it. I want to start anew. Without you this time around.

Well, i'm x sure if u read this, but i'm pretty sure your gf does. So that's it. Tell him i'm sorry and thank u for everything.

P/s: the picture doesnt have anything to do with this. It's just a distraction. And yeay! Its the 5th of Jan, happy 4th year Anniversary, Ismail! I ♡ u lots and lots and lots. I know this year would be different :)

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