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it hurts when i look at u

it reminds me of everything

it's like a timeline which rolls and plays all over again

every detailed moment

it sucks

i hate this feeling

but yet, thats what i feel

i just cant stand looking at ur face

it torns my heart

that's the reason i've been avoiding to make any eye contact with you

it's been so long since i avoided this

making it easier for me nowadays

it has developed into a habit

a habit which i sometimes enjoy

even the presence of u makes me sick

i am never happy for you

do u realize that i never compliment any of ur achievements?

or the way i talk to u?

can u sense the coldness?

or when we walk,

i tend to create pace between us.

i just cant stand being near u.

which explains everything.

even by just thinking of u or hearing ur name tears my heart apart.

i dont like you.

but i dont hate u

it's different.

i just dont like u

u are the most unlikeable person in my world

after everything that had happened

i've tried.

and i've failed

i'm done trying.

i'm tired of all this

but if that's what it takes to keep me going on living

that's what i'd do

just remember that

i can forgive easily,

but forgetting is hard.

call me an ice queen,

maybe i am one