i love you...

There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you,,,

Written by a very close friend of mine..
Here goes…

I LOVE YOU..

The saying goes “treat others the way you want to be treated, then should one treat you the opposite, believe that God had better plans”

I LOVE YOU

It has been awhile since I last heard those words..I barely remember the last time those precious words filled my veins..It’s like oxygen to me..Oxygen that cycles throughout my body..To assist my every organs..so I won’t die due to ischemia…well, that would be a tragedy

I LOVE YOU

Again..
It has been a long time since I last received your text message..even though we texted each other every day..but I barely had any sweet memories about it..why is that so???I’m hunger for your love and affection..needless to say..(but I just did)

I STILL LOVE YOU

Let’s have a walk in memory lane shall we?..what did I do wrong?? How did you change?? How could you change so suddenly?..What have I done?? Did I pull a string??did I hit a nerve??..
Owh well, yes, I did..and I kept pulling..day by day..until it ruptured..just like a blood vessel..it can be sewn to put them back in tack, but the recovery wont be as perfect..so maybe that’s when it all happened..that’s when it all started..i made you feel worthless with my emo-short-tempered attitude…that’s when you thought I don’t deserve your’love songs’ anymore…till now..

i’m sorry..but I feel more sorry towards myself

I used to consider myself a tough-kick ass-macho-heartless girl.

Now,obviously not!

I have fallen deep, deep enough to drown me into the river that we built together….

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

How I wish I could turn back the time..there’s nothing more that I could say to change you..to make you realize how much I had suffer all these while..nothing that flows out of my mouth can make you understand..sometimes I feel so alone, had countless nights making my pillow ‘sweat’..have countless morning waking up with a black eye..but waking up every day, I express my gratitude towards God for giving me another chance to live for another day, each day hoping that today would be the day you come back..coming back as the person I used to know..becoming the person I had longing to be with..becoming the man I said I’m yours to..

Please understand..i had suffered..am still suffering…..i had paid my dues..

I really want you to be my hero..to be my significant other..to be the one I come home to..to be the one who knows everything about me..to be the one who would willingly take care of me when I’m sick..to be the one I refer to during hard times.. to be the one who would lend me a shoulder to cry on to..to be the one I look up to.. to be the one I LOVE and being LOVED back..

Instead,I held on to my own shoulder..

Sometimes I think I’m done holding your fragile heart while busy putting cast on my heart so it wont break anymore..sometimes I put a fake smile on my face while inside, my heart is breaking into pieces..well, you will never know…why so?..coz you barely pay any attention when I’m serious...

I LOVE YOU, but you barely took me seriously..

I’ve told you million times before..and i had given you very visible hints..but you prefer to ignore them…isn’t your heart bursting to tell me what I’m longing to hear???don’t you have any sympathy towards me??..or to at least try and make my day..at least just for one more day..coz I’m DYING to feel that feeling once again..why is it so hard for you??..why are making this terribly hard on me??..i just don’t get it..i couldn’t understand your doings anymore…

I LOVE YOU and had given my all to you

It’s not just a vow…I really mean it…I tried my best to be perfect for you hoping that you would do the same for me..i can simply state a few examples here but what for?..u should have known yourself..

I LOVE YOU and I’m lack of words right now

I promise to myself that I will never fall apart..i will never ever break down…

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU,
YOU WERE THE ONE I HAD GIVEN ALL MY HEART TO
AND IT REMAINS WITH YOU FOREVER..

Sad?? Go figure..
Hargailah pasangan anda, don’t ever let them down. If you had chosen him/her, love them unconditionally, it doesn’t cost any money,,coz love don’t cost a thing.it’s priceless…